I used to think that I was a person that you would call thick-faced, if not confident. Unfortunately this whole "transfer" experience has made me uneasy during class. I spend my free time studying but I end up mumbling most of the time. I've been called for recitation around 4 times this week and 2 times today. My seatmate jokingly said "BINGO" when I got called again. The whole recitation experience is so annoying that I wish the floor would open up and eat me whole. Well, not really (haha). But frankly I'd rather be where I am now than some place else. I think basically contentment is the key...truth be told...where I am is truly the lesser evil.

But when you think about it things are evil when only when you think they are. Its sad that it's human to dwell on the bad stuff especially when you take the good things for granted. That goes back to the issue of my famous Ex...he gets sucked in by the bad things more often than not. Maybe that's why he needs me in his life! hahaha. Or maybe that's why he quit...cuz I try to force happiness on him.

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I badly need a real extra-curricular activity right now. Since my lovelife is almost reduced to nil I guess I have to engage in some other thing. I was thinking of getting back to doing yoga-meditation. I plan to practice that more often. However, I'm hoping I can get to play badminton even once a week. There's a badminton court near the school. Problem is: I have no one to play with. I do know some people who may be interested to play with me but I think I'll skip that list at this moment in time. Maybe I should post an anonymous ad in school. Hmmm...

"22 year old female looking for someone to play badminton with from 5-7pm once a week. Has no intention to shoulder the whole court rental. Only willing to share a good time running around and trying to hit shuttlecocks."

Naaah!!! hahaha! =)