Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Tuesday, August 31, 2004 *
Life's Back to Normal
I can defintely feel that my life is back to normal two weeks after midterms. This means that the academic load has begun to pile up and I struggle again to stick to my "zero backlog" program.
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The weeks after midterms have been a learning experience for me.
I have discovered what my body and psyche can or cannot tolerate. I discovered one evening with friends in Greenbelt that my body cannot tolerate dancing and drinking. Even if it was only a bottle containing 4% alcohol. I have discovered (for real) that I have to learn to be alone and actually enjoy it. Company is hard to come by and I do not intend to force myself into other people's space as much as possible.
My curiousity regarding certain things have been satisfied.
New things have been discovered and now I can categorize them as things which I either truly want or don't want in this life.
Bottomline is...
I realized that no matter how I want to become wild, weird or naughty...deep inside I'm still a good (though sometimes unpleasantly boring) gal.
Take it or leave it.