Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Tuesday, September 28, 2004 *
Keep on Swimming
I finally got to redeem myself in sectrans today. Our kind professor gave students like me, who previously had a bad recit, a chance to pull up our grades with another recit. I'm happy that I pulled it off. I was so nervous before reciting that my tummy ached so much. Thank you dear Lord.
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Last night I finally got my first "referral" to pay the registration fee. Actually, the more apt term is "recruit" than "referral". hehe. However, multi-level marketeers like myself changed the terminologies so as not to be "boxed" even before we start presenting our business proposal. Believe it or not, the use of the "proper" words in selling an idea works to the seller's advantage.
Guess who my first successful referral was? Well, it was H. H is the doctor who graduated from UPCM and who happens to be the Histology professor of 4 of my friends. I have been going out with him the past few months. We don't have "romantic" chemistry but I'm pretty sure we both enjoy each other's company. I am optimistic that we will become good marketeers or business partners.
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Its been 2 weeks since J** & I kept in touch. The last time was pretty pathetic because I asked him if we could meet over the semreak. Ergo, I missed him so much at that time that I ended up swallowing a lot of my precious pride.
I'm pretty proud of myself that I have successful stopped myself from keeping in touch. It took some effort. I had to delete his celfone number from my phone. I deleted all the MMS stuff he sent me and hid our "senti stuff" in some corner of the room.
The past week I've realized that I think its better not to see him anymore. If he pops-up out of nowhere then I'll just have to deal with it. I've decided that the initiative will not come from me.
I deserve so much better, right?
* * *
Last night I finally got my first "referral" to pay the registration fee. Actually, the more apt term is "recruit" than "referral". hehe. However, multi-level marketeers like myself changed the terminologies so as not to be "boxed" even before we start presenting our business proposal. Believe it or not, the use of the "proper" words in selling an idea works to the seller's advantage.
Guess who my first successful referral was? Well, it was H. H is the doctor who graduated from UPCM and who happens to be the Histology professor of 4 of my friends. I have been going out with him the past few months. We don't have "romantic" chemistry but I'm pretty sure we both enjoy each other's company. I am optimistic that we will become good marketeers or business partners.
* * *
Its been 2 weeks since J** & I kept in touch. The last time was pretty pathetic because I asked him if we could meet over the semreak. Ergo, I missed him so much at that time that I ended up swallowing a lot of my precious pride.
I'm pretty proud of myself that I have successful stopped myself from keeping in touch. It took some effort. I had to delete his celfone number from my phone. I deleted all the MMS stuff he sent me and hid our "senti stuff" in some corner of the room.
The past week I've realized that I think its better not to see him anymore. If he pops-up out of nowhere then I'll just have to deal with it. I've decided that the initiative will not come from me.
I deserve so much better, right?