Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Tuesday, October 19, 2004 *
Hanging in there
I'm not supposed to be blogggin 2 hours before a final exam in agency but I just have this urge to do so.
I got my exam in partnership (the 50% of partnership & agency--we having the new curriculum) yesterday and I got a 69. Well, it was pretty much what I have expected. However, yesterday I also took my Negotiable Instruments exam. I was pretty relieved that I was able to finish it unlike my midterms. Unfortunately, it seemed afterwards that I realy sucked at the exam. Ergo, emotional distress which left me pretty much unproductive the rest of the night.
Now I face uncertainty in basically 2-3 subjects. Failing in 2-3 subjects. 2 failed marks puts me on probation & 3 failed marks kicks me out.
I don't know what's wrong with me. My head just seems to refuse to memorize verbatim.
Will I ever become a lawyer then?
If I survive this semester without a scratch I plan to drop a subject or 2 per semester & embark on a 5-year law studies program. I think that I'd like to prefer to leave lawschool sane and not as a kickout...even if it takes me 5 freaking years.
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Its pretty much up to HIM I guess. I'm pretty much a weak and struggling examinee.