Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Tuesday, November 02, 2004 *
Back and Waiting
I'm back from my 4 day trip with my mom.
Initially was anxious going out of the country with my mom because this would be the first time I would actually spend 4 straight days with my mom since highschool. Ever since college I have been living away from my domicile and the most time I spent constantly with my folks would be 2 days tops. I was even lucky enough to have done most of my travelling with friends or even alone thus I was scared that we'd get into each others nerves with all that time spent together.
Well, at the end of our trip my fears came true...partially. I'd end up hot headed and easily annoyed with her shopping choices and with her instructions. I realized that I'm not used to having a parent around. Its really weird.
* * *
I never thought window shopping could be so much fun. HK is filled with wonderdul window displays that seemed like pictures in Vogue magazine which have come to life.
I think that I walked around 10-15 km throughout the whole trip. My legs and feet hurt so much at the end of each day. I realized that I badly need some exercise during the school days because my endurance is low.
* * *
During my trip I encountered real Falun Gong members. It surprised me that they are actually free to express their beliefs in HK. Some members were silently practicing their Tai-chi stances behind a sign that said "Falun Dafa is Good". I even took home Falun Gong Dafa phamplets and a CD which they gave away in a public place. I took photos of their exhibit which showcased pictures of members tortured & killed in the Mainland under the Communist Government. It reminded me of pictures of the victims of Martial Law. The methods of torture were varied. It was sad considering that Falun Gong has been recognized in countries abroad as a peaceful organization with a membership of millions.
I suppose that any efficient movement with a wide membership (that is not government controlled) is considered a threat by the Communist government no matter what the organization's nature is.
* * *
My body clock is pretty messed up. I sleep at around 3-5 am and wake up at 2-3pm. I'm enjoying the fact that I have no responsibilities and no school stuff to attend to. I spend my day watching TV and surfing the internet. For me its quite brain numbing but I cherish each "nakaka-bobong" moment. Hehe
Unfortunately, since I am so-not-busy I am reminded more of often about the "grades-wait". Its annoying. Fear and anxiety pops up once in a while. Haaayyy...
Initially was anxious going out of the country with my mom because this would be the first time I would actually spend 4 straight days with my mom since highschool. Ever since college I have been living away from my domicile and the most time I spent constantly with my folks would be 2 days tops. I was even lucky enough to have done most of my travelling with friends or even alone thus I was scared that we'd get into each others nerves with all that time spent together.
Well, at the end of our trip my fears came true...partially. I'd end up hot headed and easily annoyed with her shopping choices and with her instructions. I realized that I'm not used to having a parent around. Its really weird.
* * *
I never thought window shopping could be so much fun. HK is filled with wonderdul window displays that seemed like pictures in Vogue magazine which have come to life.
I think that I walked around 10-15 km throughout the whole trip. My legs and feet hurt so much at the end of each day. I realized that I badly need some exercise during the school days because my endurance is low.
* * *
During my trip I encountered real Falun Gong members. It surprised me that they are actually free to express their beliefs in HK. Some members were silently practicing their Tai-chi stances behind a sign that said "Falun Dafa is Good". I even took home Falun Gong Dafa phamplets and a CD which they gave away in a public place. I took photos of their exhibit which showcased pictures of members tortured & killed in the Mainland under the Communist Government. It reminded me of pictures of the victims of Martial Law. The methods of torture were varied. It was sad considering that Falun Gong has been recognized in countries abroad as a peaceful organization with a membership of millions.
I suppose that any efficient movement with a wide membership (that is not government controlled) is considered a threat by the Communist government no matter what the organization's nature is.
* * *
My body clock is pretty messed up. I sleep at around 3-5 am and wake up at 2-3pm. I'm enjoying the fact that I have no responsibilities and no school stuff to attend to. I spend my day watching TV and surfing the internet. For me its quite brain numbing but I cherish each "nakaka-bobong" moment. Hehe
Unfortunately, since I am so-not-busy I am reminded more of often about the "grades-wait". Its annoying. Fear and anxiety pops up once in a while. Haaayyy...