A lot of things are getting me excited nowadays. And some things make me glum. Its the basic rollercoaster ride for me but I'd say there were more ups than downs.

For those who know me well...you'd be surprised to find out that its not a guy that gets me excited nowadays. I have finally found something productive to do besides academics. I formally enrolled in a gym last week and I've started exercising this past week. It was difficult at first but it was fun being in a place so different. I found myself in a different environment surrounded with people who are mostly yuppies. I felt like this little kid who just stepped into a newly built playground. I think I was wide-eyed or something. Frankly, I felt good feeling like this new kid in this huge playground filled with other kids. I enjoyed silently people-watching while I was on the stationary bike.

Besides those things the gym activities are really challenging especially pilates and step-aerobics. I never thought exercise can be so confusing. The instructor would correct my form (she almost shouted at me in front of the pilates class). It was frustrating at first but eventually I realized that with work I can be better. If I can't be a good student in lawschool maybe I can be a good student with these classes. Plus, exercise does help me release the lawschool & "lack-of lovelife-related" stress. hehe

Coincidentally, I saw my biggest highschool crush in the gym. Lets call him M. I was just thrilled. Its extra motivation to go to the gym. We got to talk for around 30 minutes and I found out he is still taken.

Hmmm... =)


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For the first time I wish to share something I haven't had the guts to write about. I decided to write about it now because I think that writing about it wil help me put it behind me.

Well, over the past months I have grown to be fond of someone. Sadly, I feel that I'm facing a wall. Okay, a friendly-looking wall. A really nice, sweet and thoughtful wall. My friends tell me that they feel the guy likes me too. They say its the way he looks at me (when I'm not looking at him). *Sigh* Actually, I do like him enough to give him a chance if he pursues me. The thing is he seems to not like me enough to do anything but feed me (okay treat me to dinner) haha. That's not bad at all.

In my opinion its just "sayang". I thought pa naman that there was some sort of potential. Oh well, if he doesn't do anything then I won't do anything either even if some say I should try and find out how this guy really feels about me.

Basta, I'm done with "Mr. Right Now" and its "Mr. Right" that I'm praying will be the next guy in my life. I "think" I've had it with younger, insecure and immature guys.


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I screwed up my impromptu interview this morning. I think there are things that I shouldn't be too honest about. Lesson learned.

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Tomorrow will be the LSAC party that D'ranne and I organized for the people who study and hang out at the LSAC.

I'm so excited!

Tomorrow I would get to celebrate with the LSAC people the joy of staying at the LSAC. As I've mentioned in an old blog, for the past semesters my stay in LSAC helped me keep my sanity. It was in the LSAC that I've made friends from the other batches and built strong friendships.

I have a lot to thank for.