Around a week before classes ended (due to the Christmas break) my mind has been wandering. My mind was already set on "vacation mode". To make things worse was swallowed by melodrama...I was just so hooked to this Korean telenovela called Lovers in Paris. I bought the whole VCD set the week before classes ended and I found myself sleeping at 4 in the morning (for 2 days) doing a LP marathon. Now that its my sister's turn to watch the VCDs...sinasabayan ko pa rin sya. Haha. I guess that's my way of compensating for a lack of a love life.

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Now that its already the break I'm stuck here at home. I daydream most of the time. I'm so proud of myself because I have not texted or called him (J**) even if I am idle and bored . Of course I wonder how he & his family is but I keep it to that level...I just wonder. I think that leaving him alone is what's best for both of us. I mailed him a simple Christmas card the other day but that's basically it.

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Nowadays I actually feel the weight that I gained. Most of my denim pants feel tight. Although I am proud of the small muscles I built in the other parts of my body I am frustrated with the way my tummy looks like right now. I now have a mini-pouch. Ouch!

I know I sound a superficial with all this talk about my weight but frankly I do take it seriously. I am amazed at how the body reacts to exercise and the like. Its like I'm a sculptor and I have a task at hand. I definitely enjoy working out better than reading my lawbooks.

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I am not even half way done with my Christmas shopping. I plan to do it after Christmas when the malls are back to its normal traffic. I got few but really nice stuff this year. Yehey! =)

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This entry is a mess. There goes my wandering mind.

Happy Holidays!!!