Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Wednesday, February 02, 2005 *
Thank God Its Over
The midterm exams are finally over!
I feel relieved and yet very much disappointed at myself.
I've always told myself...NO MORE CRAMMING (which means start preparing 2-3 weeks ahead). Unfortunately as the sems pass by my period for preparation for the exams have become shorter. Shit I never learn. Grrr...I'll surely be a "finalist" law student. I'm just banking on the fact that unless youre so delinquent already and "patapon na grades mo" then that's the only time you'll get kicked out during the second year. How I wish the lucky stars are on my side.
My exams this season feels like my midterm exams when I was in first year first sem. I feel like I'm in the adjusting mode. Well, my friend soon to be Mr. Lawschool candidate friend claims that we can always blame our shortcomings to our problems adjusting. Sana nga ganun lang kadali. But of course he was kidding.
After exams I have no plans but to watch the new set of Korean Telenovelas I borrowed from Jane. I really enjoy watching them but after watching these cheesy soaps I realize how much I miss being in a relationship (the good and the bad times). I miss how the endorphines would just kick in and make you feel soooo light and happy. Oh well. For now I just have to get the kilig stuff from the TV shows since I have no one to bug. hehe
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I'm supposed to be dating someone now. He likes talking a lot and I mean a hell lot. But unfortunately he likes talking to me through the phone. Its so weird to think that we've met each other na. Why?! I don't think I'm less interesting in person (well I'd like to believe so).
I got comfy with an old friend over the Christmas break. I finally confirmed (in a makes you giddy way) that we did like each other after many years. Unfortunately, we can't see each other because we live so far from each other. He's very busy with his Medical-related sutdies and I'm busy with law studies, go figure. And I reason I think he's not really pursuing me & me not pursuing him is that we only find comfort in each other when we're together but there is no real connection. *sigh*
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The bad thing about not having exams is having the time to think of the most superficial things.
Bleh, its hard to be content. I should work on that soon.
I feel relieved and yet very much disappointed at myself.
I've always told myself...NO MORE CRAMMING (which means start preparing 2-3 weeks ahead). Unfortunately as the sems pass by my period for preparation for the exams have become shorter. Shit I never learn. Grrr...I'll surely be a "finalist" law student. I'm just banking on the fact that unless youre so delinquent already and "patapon na grades mo" then that's the only time you'll get kicked out during the second year. How I wish the lucky stars are on my side.
My exams this season feels like my midterm exams when I was in first year first sem. I feel like I'm in the adjusting mode. Well, my friend soon to be Mr. Lawschool candidate friend claims that we can always blame our shortcomings to our problems adjusting. Sana nga ganun lang kadali. But of course he was kidding.
After exams I have no plans but to watch the new set of Korean Telenovelas I borrowed from Jane. I really enjoy watching them but after watching these cheesy soaps I realize how much I miss being in a relationship (the good and the bad times). I miss how the endorphines would just kick in and make you feel soooo light and happy. Oh well. For now I just have to get the kilig stuff from the TV shows since I have no one to bug. hehe
* * *
I'm supposed to be dating someone now. He likes talking a lot and I mean a hell lot. But unfortunately he likes talking to me through the phone. Its so weird to think that we've met each other na. Why?! I don't think I'm less interesting in person (well I'd like to believe so).
I got comfy with an old friend over the Christmas break. I finally confirmed (in a makes you giddy way) that we did like each other after many years. Unfortunately, we can't see each other because we live so far from each other. He's very busy with his Medical-related sutdies and I'm busy with law studies, go figure. And I reason I think he's not really pursuing me & me not pursuing him is that we only find comfort in each other when we're together but there is no real connection. *sigh*
* * *
The bad thing about not having exams is having the time to think of the most superficial things.
Bleh, its hard to be content. I should work on that soon.