Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Thursday, March 03, 2005 *
Post Tourney Syndrome
IIDC 4 has caused me to suffer post tournament syndrome.
It makes me feel that lawschool sucks even more.
I miss my friends from the Debate Circle and acquaintances from the Philippine debate community.
I miss adjudicating despite the fact that this has been the most mentally straining tourney due to definitional challenges that occurred 3 out of 7 rounds of debate.
I resent that Bojit called me a dinosaur. Although I do admit letting go is tough to do. Frankly, debating/debate is worse than an old flame. I'm usually over old flames in 6 months. Its been 2 years since I left college but its now more than ever that I miss debating.
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Its so bad that when I first heard the word "motion" after the touney the first thing that came to mind was "This house believes..." and NOT the motion under Rule 15 of the 1997 Rules of Court (to think I was in Civpro class!).
It makes me feel that lawschool sucks even more.
I miss my friends from the Debate Circle and acquaintances from the Philippine debate community.
I miss adjudicating despite the fact that this has been the most mentally straining tourney due to definitional challenges that occurred 3 out of 7 rounds of debate.
I resent that Bojit called me a dinosaur. Although I do admit letting go is tough to do. Frankly, debating/debate is worse than an old flame. I'm usually over old flames in 6 months. Its been 2 years since I left college but its now more than ever that I miss debating.
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Its so bad that when I first heard the word "motion" after the touney the first thing that came to mind was "This house believes..." and NOT the motion under Rule 15 of the 1997 Rules of Court (to think I was in Civpro class!).