Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Friday, April 01, 2005 *
What Has Happened to ME?
That is my question.
I feel stupid. I'm frustrated.
After having 3 days of tax exam preparation and almost driving my accountant friend with tax queries...I had a hard time with the multiple choice exam. I wasn't ready to answer a multiple choice exam. My brain was prepared for an essay type question. I there was panic.
The toughest part was I prepared the best I can. But I was still confused. My classmates (well most of them) said it was easy. I hate myself for not being focused and smart enough.
I haven't cried in a while (a while for me is short actually hehe) . And I'm crying now. I can't stop. I don't know what to do. I don't know what lies ahead.
I want to Trust Him that its all gonna be okay but I'm just to sad, too beaten to believe that I'll be fine.
I feel stupid. I'm frustrated.
After having 3 days of tax exam preparation and almost driving my accountant friend with tax queries...I had a hard time with the multiple choice exam. I wasn't ready to answer a multiple choice exam. My brain was prepared for an essay type question. I there was panic.
The toughest part was I prepared the best I can. But I was still confused. My classmates (well most of them) said it was easy. I hate myself for not being focused and smart enough.
I haven't cried in a while (a while for me is short actually hehe) . And I'm crying now. I can't stop. I don't know what to do. I don't know what lies ahead.
I want to Trust Him that its all gonna be okay but I'm just to sad, too beaten to believe that I'll be fine.