Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Thursday, July 07, 2005 *
21 Days
During my FLEX seminar (this self-improvement seminar I took) we were taught that we could create a new belief for ourselves.
According to the book "psychocybernetics" it takes 21 days for a new belief to settle into our subconscious.
Last week I decided to create a new belief for myself about myself. Every day in front of the mirror I take a deep breath and tell myself that im not just ........ but I am ......... ! I'm supposed to say it out loud with with conviction and repeat it for a couple of times.
Its been a week and so far I feel some difference. What I tell myself everyday has begun to change my attitude. I have 2 more weeks to go and I am thrilled of the changes that can take place within me.
* * *
Last month my landlady told me that my new housemate was a guy. She was majorly "building up" this 21-year old stranger. She told me the guy was "guapo". I didn't believe it fully especially because the maid said our landlady was exagerrating. I wasn't that interested really since I was in a "dating holiday" UNTIL...
One morning on the way to the bathroom I accidentally saw the new guy. Well not really saw him since I was not wearing my eye glasses. And he saw me with the harrassed hair that comes with waking up in the morning. I saw him with only a towel on. Super embarrasing IF I had my glasses on but since I only saw a vague figure I wasn't that embarrassed. I just hurridly went inside my room. NOW I was curious who this person was. What I only recall from that brief encounter was that he was really tall and fair-skinned.
We had another brief encounter by the staircase. But then again my bad eyesight did not satisfy my curiousity because it was dark. He was nice enough to say "hi" and I just said "hi" back to a dark tall figure.
This week I decided to get to know the person. How? Well it was quite amusing really. The gist is: I borrowed a charger for my phone. My charger is busted and my landlady's charger was in use...so I grabbed the opportunity.
So finally I know how he looks like and what his name is. I also know that my landlady was indeed exagerrating. He is so not guapo...just "totoy-cute". =)
* * *
My next move? None really. But I'm proud of myself for being quite adventurous when it comes to getting to know people or satisfying my curiousity. hehe
According to the book "psychocybernetics" it takes 21 days for a new belief to settle into our subconscious.
Last week I decided to create a new belief for myself about myself. Every day in front of the mirror I take a deep breath and tell myself that im not just ........ but I am ......... ! I'm supposed to say it out loud with with conviction and repeat it for a couple of times.
Its been a week and so far I feel some difference. What I tell myself everyday has begun to change my attitude. I have 2 more weeks to go and I am thrilled of the changes that can take place within me.
* * *
Last month my landlady told me that my new housemate was a guy. She was majorly "building up" this 21-year old stranger. She told me the guy was "guapo". I didn't believe it fully especially because the maid said our landlady was exagerrating. I wasn't that interested really since I was in a "dating holiday" UNTIL...
One morning on the way to the bathroom I accidentally saw the new guy. Well not really saw him since I was not wearing my eye glasses. And he saw me with the harrassed hair that comes with waking up in the morning. I saw him with only a towel on. Super embarrasing IF I had my glasses on but since I only saw a vague figure I wasn't that embarrassed. I just hurridly went inside my room. NOW I was curious who this person was. What I only recall from that brief encounter was that he was really tall and fair-skinned.
We had another brief encounter by the staircase. But then again my bad eyesight did not satisfy my curiousity because it was dark. He was nice enough to say "hi" and I just said "hi" back to a dark tall figure.
This week I decided to get to know the person. How? Well it was quite amusing really. The gist is: I borrowed a charger for my phone. My charger is busted and my landlady's charger was in use...so I grabbed the opportunity.
So finally I know how he looks like and what his name is. I also know that my landlady was indeed exagerrating. He is so not guapo...just "totoy-cute". =)
* * *
My next move? None really. But I'm proud of myself for being quite adventurous when it comes to getting to know people or satisfying my curiousity. hehe