I've been fond of wearing kahel recently. For those who are not aware of what "kahel" means...its orange in Filipino. I guess its purpose is to offset the gloomy surroundings brought about by midterm exams. So far so good I think.

My disposition regarding the exams change everyday. Sometimes I'm steady lang and the next I'm kinda sobbing na.

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X2 resurrected from the dead by sending me YM messages last week. It ranged from anger to affection. The messages brought lots of tears into my eyes. I burst into tears while the library's computer lab. Thank God my dear friend JC happened to be in the room.

I tried to be civil. I ended the conversation with "i have to study. Ingat ka".

I wish I just ignored him. But this is the first time is months he initiated a conversation and I thought he'd be nice. I was so wrong.

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I had the most wonderful time dancing the other night. In the middle of studying a batchmate of mine and I decided to do some ballroom dancing at around midnight outside Justitia. We danced swing and he taught me how to dance foxtrot (its quite slow for a dance but not too dramatic as tango would be). I was so happy to learn something new. I was getting the exercise that I needed and really good company as well. The music was really relaxing. It felt really great...

It was an unexpected activity in the middle of midterm week. A very welcome one.

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I just realized, weird and happy non-academic things happen to me during exams or during exam preparations. I think its His sign that the exam season shouldn't be feared as much after all.