After the exams suddenly I have so much free time in my hands ("so much free time" by law school standards of course which isn't really that much in the rest of the world).

And once again I go through the post-exam thought process which is:
1) Oh no! I hope I pass if not sana line of "6" man lang.
2) What do I do with my non-existent lovelife and social life?

If there's anything exam preparations do for me, its occupying my mind. It takes away great thinking space from how pathetic my life has become one way or another.

I may not be having a grand time with my "free time" but its still way better than taking exams. hehe

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I'm suddenly drawn to this person. The reason behind it is quite peculiar. The person isn't really my type (if actually have a type). But every time I see him I feel "different". Doranne it has nothing to do with my sexual drive. Its like I'm transported to this happy place. I wish I could see that person more often. But unfortunately I don't think its possible. Even if I did see that person I don't think I have the guts to do "something" about it. My experience with F.C has traumatized me somewhat. I think I'll just be "in like" from afar until we meet again.

I've been daydreaming about spending some time with this person again.
Daydream pa lang happy na ko. Ang babaw ko talaga. But its better than being deep and being always miserable.

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I'm thinking of lifting my "dating holiday". In truth it wouldn't really matter if I had one or I didn't. Its not like someone has asked me out.

Although I'd like to ask a few guys to go out but I think I'm too traumatized to do it now.