In less than 3 weeks it will be finals week. Two of my midterm exams were released already. I failed one and passed the other. I think I have become strangely immune to the results of exams.

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I wake up every day with very little motivation to go to school. I was not born hungry for the "legal truth" as our dean CLV was in his student days.

Truth is my list of crushes is getting short by the day. For those who study in my school you'll understand that an ordinary cute or "madating" guy can instantly turn into a heartthrob (meaning 2 or more students like you). It reminds me of Pinoy Big Brother where 2 of the housemates have become an official couple within 2 2/2 week's time. I guess if your world is pretty small (just like the big brother house) then you settle for whatever is there around you. But unlike "ms. say" I don't have my JB despite the fact of "living" in the ateneo big brother house for almost 3 years now.

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So I've become desperate. I asked my best guy friend in lawschool, formerly known as "lazyboy", to create a schedule for me to follow every day. And I insist that I be given a schedule of some sort and I shall be requesting that I be scolded to not following it faithfully.

Why do I have to do this? Its due to the fact that i no longer have the motivation to go to school. Sure I love the LSAC and my brods and sisses but I guess its not enough motivation to school. For those close to me you guys well know that lawschool is just a "phase" in my life. My parents' clever way of making sure I do not marry early (i was into a very serious relationship from 2nd year-4th year college so they got paranoid) and to make sure that I will not go hungry in the future because lawyers are paid relatively well.

So there I am just soooo bored.

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I'm still trying to deal with love's evil twin brother. I think that I'm doing better as the days pass by.