My eyes have been glued to the computer monitor for hours. The sad thing is its not even for thesis writing. I'm trying to stop myself from sleeping 14 hours a day (this includes naps) and so I resort to surfing the net instead.

My friend invited me to go to Sagada today. Too bad my mother didn't allow me. She said I've already had my out of town trip for the sembreak...that being the anilao batangas trip. Oh well...

Today, I'm stuck here at home...the hinterlands of Fairview. It just sucks really...where the nearest mall is far. That's what I miss about living in makati...powerplant is just around the corner. When I stay in the QC condo the mall is just across the street. Living here in fairview is just so rural! I can't wait to head for the "city proper" tomorrow. Every other say I descend from the mountains of fairview and go to the gym. Two of my friends texted me today asking if we could hang out or eat...but they had to ask today when i'm here in the bundoks. I wish I get an invite tomorrow when im actually near civilization. For now i'm stuck here.

You know what's weird about being stuck here in fairview? First, I lose weight which is a disaster for me! Second, I get pimples...come on! This is the freaking sembreak and I'm not even studying why the acne? Third, I don't have a social life...not even anything that resembles it.

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Last night I dreamt of that lawschool guy I was (?) infatuated with. According to my friend, Dran, it wasn't a dream. It was a MEMORY raw since the dream was about him asking me for academic advice. Its sad that my dream of him resembles reality. Why can't I happy more "interesting" dreams of him?!

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It bums me that I haven't dated this sembreak. What bums me more is that its my fault because no one would ask you out if you're being a hermit.