Over the long weekend I found myself looking for stuff to do besides studying. I ended up taking the jeep to the place where my heart belongs...MANILA. I texted my ex-dormates and requested that they adopt me over the long weekend. Thank God they did.

I enjoyed hanging out with them just making kwento, reading cosmo and YES magazine...watching korean movies. They also gave me space and time to read some cases I had to be done with for Thursday. I love those girls. They would be the people I'd surely invite to my wedding (if ever I get married).

The next morning, I walked to Robinson's place manila. I found myself a spot in starbucks and drank my favorite tazo tea. Memories of college surged into my consciousness...I couldn't help but smile...those were the greatest times of my student life. I read around 7 cases in 2 1/2 hours (really slow man!). I end up daydreaming in the middle of each case. Well, at least i didn't fall asleep (big improvement. I used to actually sleep in starbucks while reading).

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After reading I found myself in National Bookstore (when will powerplant ever have one?!)...I ended up browsing through some books. I was really surprised to see a whole row in one shelf filled with Gay literature. It ranged from gay policy (why gay marriage is a win-win-win situation for America) to gay fiction. A really interesting selection. AS expected the novels had pictures of gay men on the cover. Mind you these are not illustrations but pictures of macho gay men in a tight embrace while sharing a really intimate kiss. Wow. I'd rather inadvertenly see pics of girls kissing than guys. No offense to my male gay friends.

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I remember I gave myself a timeline for F.C for me to pursue him, give up, and then move on. I gave the F.C thing a 2 month period.

I'm giving him 6 months to figure things out. Whether he does something or nothing...by June I'll be demanding closure....whether he likes it or not.