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Sweet Little Ice Queen

 

I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.

 

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* Friday, December 09, 2005 *

  Back to My Comfort Zone

Another week has passed. Yesterday I just created another free day for myself by cutting administrative law class AGAIN! Do I feel any guilt? None at all especially when I spent it with dear old friends over at the UP Manila area.

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I watched a movie with S & E, both circle tanders. "In Her Shoes" was a nice movie...I ended up missing my sister whom I haven't seen in weeks. We may not be the closest but I trust my sister completely with my secrets and stories.

Before watching the movie my allegedly stoic friend, S, revealed to us that she is now very much interested in dating men. As the circle people said...wow interested in dating...MEN at that. haha. I guess we all reach that road where we think of well...the opposite sex and try the dating scene maybe to get hitched eventually. As for myself I think I started contemplating on the matter earlier than S. Although, getting a man to be engaged to right now isn't exactly what I have in mind.

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I watched TRP last night. And boy was it interesting for me. I think I saw 4 people that I haven't seen in 2-3 years. This includes 4 of my former brods. Amazing. I didn't know if I was goint to beso or shake their hand. But then they extended their hands to me...so I shook it. A sis will always be a sis I guess.

Interestingly my heart fluttered when I saw my ultimate AS crush in college. He's now in UPCM. He called my name to say hi. I nearly fainted. haha. Not really. It was just a pleasant surprise. I just said hi back and smiled. Wow, this feels so like highschool reunionish. although, I bet my highschool reunions wouldn't feel this way cuz I come from an all girls highschool and I never had a lesbian relationship. haha.

I also saw H, the seemingly-confused-doctor that I used to go out with. Its great that we remain good friends despite the fact that I told him (in his face) that people think he's gay and that I quite...well...agree. =)

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I want to congratulate my friends from batch '09 of UPCM for winning the TRP chorale competition last night. It was great fun watching you guys perform. Although, none of you guys read this blog...I still want to mention it in the worldwideweb.

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I should also mention that the other night I was also in Malate this time with lawschool friends. My friends and I danced the night away after a few drinks (for me it was my usual 1 beer haha). I guess Ms. M was shocked to see that my personality extremely shines on the dance floor. She almost got harassed by some guy who wanted to dance with her. Mr. E and I had to rescue her. Malate dancing needs getting used to. I remember in college when my girlfriends and I from the dorm would once a sem dance hard (I didnt even drink then) until 3 am and we had to stay within the PGH vicinity (med stone tables) until 5.30am. The dorm opens its doors at 5.30am. Those were the days. So this week I sort of had the opportunity to relive it (minus the sleeping in a public place part).

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I'm very much happy that things are now steady. I am still not certain how he, B, plans to deal with me but I'm very much pleased that we can at least act normal around the people we both know.

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At the end of the day I realize that the ball is now mine to play with and enjoy.

Finally.

I hope it stays with me for good.

Sweet Little IceQueen wished upon a star at 9:47 PM / |

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