Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Saturday, December 10, 2005 *
Dark Cloud
I've been cheery the past 2 days because of the wonderful time spent with friends from college and lawschool.
But suddenly a dark cloud loomed over me.
X2 himself revealed to me that he now has a GF. Was I surprised? Not really. But still I felt this weird feeling in my stomach. Frankly, I was happy for him. He claims that it was his first GF after me. I didn't rebut him anymore despite the fact that knew (i found out in some magical way) that he acquired a GF a few months after we broke up.
The bottomline is I am envious. After almost 2 years I haven't fallen in love again. Infatuated...yes. In like...yes (very much). In love again...not yet.
I'm generally a happy person. I just hate times like these when a dark cloud arrives. But like all clouds...it will eventually drift away because of the incoming winds.
Optimism...if there's something blogging has helped me develop...its developing my optimism. It used to be almost nil.
But suddenly a dark cloud loomed over me.
X2 himself revealed to me that he now has a GF. Was I surprised? Not really. But still I felt this weird feeling in my stomach. Frankly, I was happy for him. He claims that it was his first GF after me. I didn't rebut him anymore despite the fact that knew (i found out in some magical way) that he acquired a GF a few months after we broke up.
The bottomline is I am envious. After almost 2 years I haven't fallen in love again. Infatuated...yes. In like...yes (very much). In love again...not yet.
I'm generally a happy person. I just hate times like these when a dark cloud arrives. But like all clouds...it will eventually drift away because of the incoming winds.
Optimism...if there's something blogging has helped me develop...its developing my optimism. It used to be almost nil.