Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Sunday, January 08, 2006 *
Another Year Closer To Retirement
I'd like to start this entry in a positive light by saying. Wow girl, you look pretty good for a 20 something year old. haha. Actually I look pretty young...thus the string of hapening-and-not-happenning relationships with guys younger than me during my short lifetime. haha
On to the DAY. My Birthday had to fall before a long exam and thus my birthday was spent in school studying (or at least trying to). I was thankful that my mom and brother drove all the way from fairview to makati just to treat me buffet merienda at the Pen. Good food always makes me happy.
The exam just ended a while ago. I think I did okay. Nothing spectacular really but I'm not bummed about it.
* * *
Next week will be midterms. My stress level is starting to rise but I'm trying hard to keep myself steady.
* * *
The highlight of my past week was really the shopping and the informal reunion that I had with friends from my highschool debating days. These were the days before IDEA or IISDC. Where we debated mostly for fun using the BP format and argued like lawyers using the format of cross-examination. Dinner was spent reminiscing about how it was. The weird friendships and relatioships formed. How different or the same we think we are now.
And since I used to like them both..especially the other one I havent spoken to (for real) in years...it was a real treat. We talked about how we agreed to be prom/ball dates of each other in case we had no one to drag to the event. Apparently "no one" meant if my first choice didn't agree to go. Haha. We both got our first choice dates thus we never got to go to any highschool event together. haha. It was really amusing I should say.
I finally discovered what caused the "gap" between us when we crossed over to college debating. And it was basically due to the "fear of jealous girlfriends"...they knew we used to be "close" to highschool. He claims he wasn't supposed to talk to me during college tournaments cuz he might end up in trouble. I told him that I found the excuse absurd but he stuck to that defense. So I guess its true. Well, fact is stranger than fiction.
* * *
I realized that my life is trying to take form now. I feel that the fast year has taught me to actually embrace what is in front of me. I actually look forward to graduating and starting to plot new things in my life. I find it really neat. Its a big improvement from my earlier years in lawschool.
I hope things get better.
On to the DAY. My Birthday had to fall before a long exam and thus my birthday was spent in school studying (or at least trying to). I was thankful that my mom and brother drove all the way from fairview to makati just to treat me buffet merienda at the Pen. Good food always makes me happy.
The exam just ended a while ago. I think I did okay. Nothing spectacular really but I'm not bummed about it.
* * *
Next week will be midterms. My stress level is starting to rise but I'm trying hard to keep myself steady.
* * *
The highlight of my past week was really the shopping and the informal reunion that I had with friends from my highschool debating days. These were the days before IDEA or IISDC. Where we debated mostly for fun using the BP format and argued like lawyers using the format of cross-examination. Dinner was spent reminiscing about how it was. The weird friendships and relatioships formed. How different or the same we think we are now.
And since I used to like them both..especially the other one I havent spoken to (for real) in years...it was a real treat. We talked about how we agreed to be prom/ball dates of each other in case we had no one to drag to the event. Apparently "no one" meant if my first choice didn't agree to go. Haha. We both got our first choice dates thus we never got to go to any highschool event together. haha. It was really amusing I should say.
I finally discovered what caused the "gap" between us when we crossed over to college debating. And it was basically due to the "fear of jealous girlfriends"...they knew we used to be "close" to highschool. He claims he wasn't supposed to talk to me during college tournaments cuz he might end up in trouble. I told him that I found the excuse absurd but he stuck to that defense. So I guess its true. Well, fact is stranger than fiction.
* * *
I realized that my life is trying to take form now. I feel that the fast year has taught me to actually embrace what is in front of me. I actually look forward to graduating and starting to plot new things in my life. I find it really neat. Its a big improvement from my earlier years in lawschool.
I hope things get better.