Persons are complex beings.
Sweet Little Ice Queen
I love analyzing people and situations, people say its a gift. Unfortunately, I have great difficulty analyzing who I really am and I'm already in my early twenties.
I hope this online journal will help me sort myself out or this would be the best venue to vent out pent up cold anxiety...and share the things that make me warm, sweet and happy (or sappy!).
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* Tuesday, February 28, 2006 *
I Did Everything I Could When I Could Do It
I Did Everything I Could When I Could Do It
I don't like GMA but her declaration of monday as a holiday just gave me the opportunity to do several things for which I am very thankful:
1) watch Close to You
2) Bond with 2 of my STM orgmates after winning the finals of the debate category of the Conflicts of Law against UP law.
3) Stay up until 4 am and not worry about the next day
4) Bond with an old friend in a different way...
The Number 2 experience let me into number 4 which was entirely a new experience for me. My orgmates shared with me their 2 cents worth of advice on love and lust. It was really interesting, entertaining and educational I should say.
But among the many things they shared with me over beer this is what we agreed was the most important realization...
"I did everything I could when I could do it...no regrets"
That there is simply no room for regret when you know deep in your heart that you did everything you could when you could do it.
When you made that phonecall to let him/her know how you felt...
When you drove to his/her house to get the closure you needed...
When you took a leap of faith...
when you put your walls down...
when you swallowed your pride for someone you cared for...
But things didn't turn out the best you hoped for...AND...
YOU MOVE ON peacefully because you have no regrets.
* * *
As I ate dinner all alone I realized that I should be careful for what I wish for because it just might come true...and when it does I might not be ready.
* * *
I found someone I can trust but why am I so afraid?
I don't like GMA but her declaration of monday as a holiday just gave me the opportunity to do several things for which I am very thankful:
1) watch Close to You
2) Bond with 2 of my STM orgmates after winning the finals of the debate category of the Conflicts of Law against UP law.
3) Stay up until 4 am and not worry about the next day
4) Bond with an old friend in a different way...
The Number 2 experience let me into number 4 which was entirely a new experience for me. My orgmates shared with me their 2 cents worth of advice on love and lust. It was really interesting, entertaining and educational I should say.
But among the many things they shared with me over beer this is what we agreed was the most important realization...
"I did everything I could when I could do it...no regrets"
That there is simply no room for regret when you know deep in your heart that you did everything you could when you could do it.
When you made that phonecall to let him/her know how you felt...
When you drove to his/her house to get the closure you needed...
When you took a leap of faith...
when you put your walls down...
when you swallowed your pride for someone you cared for...
But things didn't turn out the best you hoped for...AND...
YOU MOVE ON peacefully because you have no regrets.
* * *
As I ate dinner all alone I realized that I should be careful for what I wish for because it just might come true...and when it does I might not be ready.
* * *
I found someone I can trust but why am I so afraid?