Its rare that I find myself lost. And when I am I feel awfully sad.

Recently, I've been feeling lost and "sabog". I really hate this feeling. Since I feel that way I keep on losing stuff like an expensive book I just bought, my comb, and some other things. Along with this is the fact that I feel so poor. Summer means the absence of allowance and this is dreadful! Last summer I had internship and thus my folks gave me allowance and the place I worked in gave me some kind of honoraria. Now since I'm finishing these handwritten digests and there's thesis to research on I stay mostly at home which means no money for me. It sucks.

Since senior year is approaching its inevitable for me to somewhat look ahead. I'm not a fan of looking ahead. I'm more of the person of the present. Since I feel so poor nowadays I'm now rethinking my plans of going to medschool after lawschool. I think earning money wouldn't be such a bad idea after I graduate.

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I'm tired. Its really weird cuz its summer vacation.