My mind is in denial that I have to do thesis. Everytime I plan to do some writing I end up doing other things like gathering data instead. I think I'm in a stage of denial that my mind refuses to work when it comes to thesis writing. I'm so stuck. And frankly I don't want to talk to any of my 2 advisers (I have an adviser who isn't official but both professors know that they exist) without having written at least 3 complete chapters. At the rate I'm going I think I'm doomed.

I'm really disappointed with how I'm dealing with this "challenge". I begun this whole thesis writing full of energy. But after my frustrating outline defense with ma'am A I realized that I shouldn't take it too seriously cuz frankly most of the professors don't. Most of the time they don't understand what you're talking about anyway cuz you know more about your topic than they do. So they ask off tangent questions or you have to explain legal concepts repeatedly.

So now a big part of me ain't taking this too seriously anymore. Parang I'm in the "come on lets get this over stage" unlike in the early part of the second sem I was so passionate about writing my thesis and had dreams of being a candidate for best thesis.

wuuuh!