I'm back living alone. I spent my first day of freedom in the library typing tidbits for my thesis. I really don't see the point of the writing exercise but then since I wasn't accepted in the law school found in Diliman then I just have to earn my degree here in makati.

I spent some time catching up with good friends that I haven't seen in months. Some gained weight while others have a tan. As for me, I was one tooth less. =) I even bumped into my dentist in the mall.

Just when I thought I wouldn't be reminded of him I bump into the girl who adores him the most. She tells me stories about him and how she tries to win him over. I encourage her constantly by saying that he does have a soft spot somewhere without divulging why I would know. Despite having the most terrible relationship (or lack thereof) with him I still tell her that he's a nice and smart guy. I guess God has his way of rubbing salt into my wounds. He had to test me if I could turn my anger to something else.

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On my way back from the grocery I saw my crush. I have a feeling that he feels awkward around me nowadays since I tend to give him compliments on how he dresses or how pretty his eyes are. We just waived at each other. No small talk whatsoever. Just the sight of him makes me smile. *sigh* I feel like highschool again.