I've been going through some process of depression. I am scared of what lies ahead of me especially on the relationship department. I am scared that I no longer have the capacity to love. That the past year has made me indifferent and self-centered.

Its amazing how a person can affect the way you see things or even start treating people. Sometimes I wish we never crossed paths that way. That he and I stayed where we belonged.

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I met up with an old friend from college last night. He's a batch younger than me. He told me last night he was amazed that now he doesn't feel the age difference...that now he feels even if we are different we are indeed equals.

I agree.