Recently, I realized that the reason that I am single is because I value my freedom so much. I used to think it was due to the fact that no guy would take me seriously. Apparently, I was mistaken.

I'm no longer used to someone checking up on me, asking me if I ate lunch or dinner on time or if I had a good night's sleep. When someone I like starts asking me those questions on a regular basis I panic. I start thinking that something is terribly wrong with the person who is showing his concern towards me.

Ako yata ang may sayad.

I complain about being alone but I feel suffocated when someone suddenly cares a lot.

I'm starting to feel that my attitude is a sure recipe for spinsterhood.

*sigh*