I told myself that I shouldn't date during bar review. I broke that promise thinking that I was dating a reasonable & stable person.

I was wrong.

Sure he was older and financially stable. After 6 weeks he was carrying emotional crap & other problems that were just as much as mine...maybe even more. So instead of having someone to comfort me during my stressful review weeks I have a pseudo-relationship that had just ended abruptly. This is despite the fact he promised he'd treat me well til bar exams are over just so i wont get distressed. Now its over. No closure whatsoever. The guy just suddenly reveals he has too much shit and doesn't want to burden me with them. Then he says he doesn't want to talk about his problems because he'll just be masunget and be rude towards me. So I let him go. I told him I wouldn't bother him anymore and I hope he'll keep in touch when things get better.

Guess what he didn't even reply. He just disappeared from the face of the earth. And I'm too ma-pride to even ask him how he is. But I'm dying to know.

Well... the 7 weeks were fun. I guess it had to end now. I trust God that there's a good reason behind this.